Holy Year, Batman!!

Upfront: I did not come here to update you on my entire past year. In fact, the amount of time that's passed since my last update is precisely what's kept me away for so long. I just don't want to be faced with the task of trying to remember all the best things that have happened to me over the past year, just to tie them all up in a neat little concise package.

Why am I here, then? Quite simply, because of a boy. I'm being one of those giddy, girly, pathetic losers who goes ga-ga over the thought of talking to that someone she has a crush on.

Yes, it's safe to say I'm over Paul. (If you don't know what I'm talking about, then you need the "yearly update," which, again, I do not plan on writing. Just give me a call every once in a while.)

The problem with me being brain-mush over this boy is that he lives really far away. And while that isn't entirely a huge problem (with all this modern technology floating about), I really would like someone to hang out with, go see a movie, have dinner, snuggle on the couch with.

Hopefully he's coming to visit me soon. During that time, the plan is to have roughly the best 3 days of our lives (including skydiving!). And really, I'm extremely looking forward to the visit. He's never been to Portland, so I get to show it to him through my eyes. Though he's not quite like any of my other friends, so who knows, I may even end up seeing Portland in a different way.

You know what though, I feel like I'm getting way too caught up in this whole thing. I mean, really, I barely even know the guy. I'm probably getting too far ahead of myself. In fact I know I am.

I guess what the real question here is, why am I letting myself get soo swept away by someone who I just met, and lives in another state?